Koo Yun Xuan

Monday, April 25, 2005

I'm Forever Grateful

You did not wait for me
To draw near to You
But You clothed Yourself
With frail humanity
You did not wait for me
To cry out to You
But You let me hear Your voice
Calling me
And I'm forever grateful to You
I'm forever grateful for the cross
I'm forever grateful to You
That You came
To seek and save the lost

i find this song very meaningful..my friend was singing it in class..haha..and i went home to check it out..i lyk the lyrics a lot man..it so can be applied to my life...it was Him who was always out there..and im the blind one...who always don't realise tt he was the comfort, the only one. He died for me on the cross...ok..i'll repeat..HE died for ME on the cross..who is He?..he is the pure, holy, loving, clean, merciful, one n only, god...
who am i?..im the sinful,filthy, evil, worthless, pile of dirt...He who is everything saved the me who is nothing..i always wonder whether i deserve it...all of his sacrifices...tts how i understand how important i am to Him...im sinful yet he treats me with all the love he could give me...how wonderfully perfect is tt man...

all the pain and suffering..the crown of thorns, the painful nails, the slashed agony..he did it all for me..because he wanted to save me frm being lost, frm being alone...even the word "ouch" cannot be compared to all the pain he had physically...can you imagine if somebody u loves so much does not appreciates or even know what u did for them..and even hurl abuses to hurt u so much that it breaks your heart...will u have the ability to forgive them..?..will you have the ability to love them..?..even i myself find it almost impossible to love my enemies...but such great indescribable love had done tt.....His love for us was so deep..he even cried for forgiveness for us...it is too much for me to explain his love for it is an eternity love...for all tt he have done for me...i praise his name..i shout his name in glory...i thank Him...

i sometimes wonder this amazing creator tt makes everything...He created them with such details..so beautifully..the perfectly coloured flower..the every shape of a leaf..its veins...every cell, every organism..to me, he is the best architect in the whole world...ok..ok...what i want to tell u all is to do wad ur supposed to do..speak of his glory...have confidence and trust in Him to help u ...but most importantly...be grateful to Him..:)